Matt Backes' Blog

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

How I've Grown

It's totally weird to think about, but my first semester at college is just about up! The time has flown by here! It's been fun, nerve-wracking, and challenging at times. It has helped me to grown scholastically and individually. I've learned a lot about circuits, infinite series, my friends, and myself.

As we age, we naturally(or usually) mature. But when we get here to college that process gets accelerated more than usual. We are forced to live, not necessarily on our own, but apart from what we've grown up with. I've grown as a person by adapting to this new environment. I now do my own laundry(or just pile it up until I can take it home to mom), wake myself up, and make sure I'm at the right places at the right time. My mom has always had to wake me up for school or whatever activity, but now it's on me and my alarm clock. You don't have to option of falling back asleep until mom comes back in because she's not here. Also, time management is a new place I've grown. I now have to make sure I don't spend too much time playing socializing or working out or playing video games because there is always something that needs to be done. Having to learn this ability wasn't scary at all. It felt liberating to finally be able to set up my schedule when I want.

I've also grown socially. Coming from a small town, everybody pretty much knew me, whether it was from sports, school, or church. Conversation was easy to come by and wasn't hard to maintain. But coming here is different. There are so many people here that you feel like you can just get lost in it all. People don't really know who you are and you have to go out and make new friends. I wasn't scared of this, but I knew it would draw me out of my comfort zone a little bit. But after a semester of introducing myself and having new conversations, I feel like I am a better social person because of it.

Here at ISU I've definitely grown as a person. I've grown in many different ways. I know view myself as a person who can take care of himself. I can talk with most people pretty easily. I can be confident in my self that I'm making the right decisions for the present and the future. And that is the only way I can keep growing.

2 comments:

  1. It is weird that the first semester is already almost up. It seems like just yesterday when we were all at the Hixson Retreat. Socially adapting has been a big obstacle for me as well.

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  2. GERMANY and the BEE with STING?
    And oh, how " MATT" has grown!
    And all with SCOMPO- SEMPOU- REMPATE!
    Oh yeah.
    GROW NAZIS GROW!
    But not this century.
    Not with our movie:
    " KANSAS KINGS".
    So, DERST- DERAL- DERRY- you just blew away your millions.
    But,know what they say?
    " Easy come- easy go".

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